MorningStar not dead

MorningStar (not dead)

Yesterday i was with my 2 bffs....

And ther names are Tiana and Victoria....

Well victoria already new my problem..and she does it too.

Well after Victoria left tiana was looking threw my yearbook.

She read the par Victoria wrote and one part said
"Hopefully over the summer we stop our problem!"

So tianas all like 'whats your guys'es problem..?"

And i was all like ummm....i dunno...

Then i started to cry and she asked if it was bad..

Then she guessed it...

and i couldent say no so i tolled her...

By the way we wher listenong to "MorningStar"
and on the lyric "will you belive in me tonight"
I tolled her...

It was crazy but it was nice..
she dident freak out or go crazy on me..

She just said i need to stop and she cant control my actions and stop me from doing it...

But know i can talk to ppl that i know in person about my problem...
and have ppl i can run to with all my problems when im sad or want to die..

I mean the ppl i talk to on buzznet help me so much!!!! =D

Abd for that i must thank all the ppl who talk to me and actually care...

because i dont have many ppl in life that actually care about me...
so meeting ppl that dont even really know me but care so much saves me from myself and life...

Its nice to know im not unwanted by every1 in the world!

well i thank all you guys taking the time to read this...

I thank you and sorry for waisting your time!!

And all the ppl who care i thank you form the bottom of my heart!!

and you know who you are!!! =D

Well i g2g!!!

Much love!! MxL

PS; the song "MORNINGSTAR" gave me the hope and faith that she would understand wher im coming from and for that AFI has saved my life for the zilionth time...they are always ther when i need them and without them i would be dead!!!

And if i wasent listening to AFI i know i woul;d have never tolled her cuz i always feel like evreyone will think ess of me and hate me and think im a crazy psyco path....

But if you do think that it hurts me...but whats another person hateing me?...

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	dvyhvklvr0789: 06/20/2007 7:36 PM See? You never waste my time. I read it all twice!!! :) I'm so happy. AFI is a saviour for many people and as always, I'm here. If stupid people think you are a crazy psycopath, then they are losers cuz they don't have a clue what they're missing. Much love, Brandi
	daveysmyman: 06/20/2007 7:41 PM Thats good...i would hate to waste any1s time... Yeah thanx for reading it!!! And yes afi has saved me so many times i just love them so much!!!!! i wish i could thank them in person but i think i would go insain if i EVER met them!!!! =D
	dvyhvklvr0789: 06/20/2007 7:45 PM Lol I think I'd pass out!
	daveysmyman: 06/20/2007 9:16 PM ME TOO!!!!!! I WOULD JUST GO CRAZZZZZZY!!!! Im freaking out just thinking about meeting them!!!!! =O
	afiluver242: 06/29/2007 4:42 PM if you ever need me im here even though you dont know me. i dont like it when people are sad or upset and i dont want anyone to be like that. no one should ever be but thats not how the world is. so many terrible things happen and i hate it all. everyone should be happy but since not everyine could be happy, im okay if i can make at least one more person not upset. sorry for ranting but thats how i feel. :DD ps: hii sry i didnt say it before the rant
	daveysmyman: 06/29/2007 5:00 PM i know...and its fine i dont really know you...thanx for caring! it means ALOT.....and thats fine that you ranted on....lol ...ps:HELLO = )
	afiluver242: 06/29/2007 5:23 PM your welcome. wats up?
	daveysmyman: 06/29/2007 5:38 PM im good how are you
	afiluver242: 06/29/2007 5:49 PM im good. watcha doin?
	daveysmyman: 06/29/2007 5:55 PM thats good! ^_^ and nothing really...hehehe just bored as always...
	afiluver242: 06/29/2007 6:01 PM aqre you just on the computer like i am. thats all im doing. i have a game for you to play. you might think its stupid but here it is: http://www.neopets.com/games/play_flash .phtml?va=&game_id=371&nc_referer=neopets&age= 0&hiscore=0&sp=0&questionSet=&r=8914755&width= 600&height=440&quality=high
	daveysmyman: 06/29/2007 6:12 PM k ill try it...hehehe
	daveysmyman: 06/29/2007 6:16 PM lol thats funny and cute...hehehe but the music? rodeo oh yeah
	afiluver242: 06/29/2007 6:28 PM yeah, it is. when i play it, i put music on from the internet and mute the game. i play that when im bored, it keeps me busy. then if you want to make it harder, try it with only one hand.
	daveysmyman: 06/29/2007 6:32 PM lol yeah....it was cool...lmao......yeah that would make it sooo confusin...=D
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