I'm lame.

They are really gone....

4 of my close friends gone....

just like that....

how...?

why...?

i hate this...

all i have to say is..
im not a fucking fake!
so fuck anyone who thinks so!!!!!! >=D

goodbye now!
<3 Mira..

(Written and sung by Tre Cool)


Geez.....*sigh*...

I got a rock n roll band,
I got a rock n roll life,
I got a rock n roll girlfriend,
And another ex-wife

I got a rock n roll house,
I got a rock n roll car,
I play the shit out the drums,
And I can play the guitar

I got a kid in New York,
I got a kid in the Bay,
I haven't drank or smoked nothin',
In over 22 days,(dont wanna be an american idiot!)
So get off of my case
off of my case
off. of. my. case!





i have been listening 2 this song all day but the ALL the parts xD lmao i looooove it!!!!!!
<3

Yesterday i was with my 2 bffs....

And ther names are Tiana and Victoria....

Well victoria already new my problem..and she does it too.

Well after Victoria left tiana was looking threw my yearbook.

She read the par Victoria wrote and one part said
"Hopefully over the summer we stop our problem!"

So tianas all like 'whats your guys'es problem..?"

And i was all like ummm....i dunno...

Then i started to cry and she asked if it was bad..

Then she guessed it...

and i couldent say no so i tolled her...

By the way we wher listenong to "MorningStar"
and on the lyric "will you belive in me tonight"
I tolled her...

It was crazy but it was nice..
she dident freak out or go crazy on me..

She just said i need to stop and she cant control my actions and stop me from doing it...

But know i can talk to ppl that i know in person about my problem...
and have ppl i can run to with all my problems when im sad or want to die..

I mean the ppl i talk to on buzznet help me so much!!!! =D

Abd for that i must thank all the ppl who talk to me and actually care...


because i dont have many ppl in life that actually care about me...
so meeting ppl that dont even really know me but care so much saves me from myself and life...

Its nice to know im not unwanted by every1 in the world!

well i thank all you guys taking the time to read this...

I thank you and sorry for waisting your time!!

And all the ppl who care i thank you form the bottom of my heart!!

and you know who you are!!! =D

Well i g2g!!!

Much love!! MxL

PS; the song "MORNINGSTAR" gave me the hope and faith that she would understand wher im coming from and for that AFI has saved my life for the zilionth time...they are always ther when i need them and without them i would be dead!!!

And if i wasent listening to AFI i know i woul;d have never tolled her cuz i always feel like evreyone will think ess of me and hate me and think im a crazy psyco path....

But if you do think that it hurts me...but whats another person hateing me?...